I would suggest trying some of the quizzes here. They may help to give you a little focus. If each quiz suggests that you suffer from that disorder don't worry. Try to think about which quiz resounded the most with you.

I score high on disorders that I have never been diagnosed with but they do definitely make me think about the given disorder and after some time has passed I will redo the quizzes to see which quizzes I still score the same (or near) on. Doing this helped me narrow my focus on what questions to ask and what forum(s) to read.

I wish you all the best Bamboo_RedPanda.