I think the point you make is about your integrity,
and should you dispense with it and go. You obviously DO have integrity or you would not have
mentioned this at all. If you are to keep it,you will
have to not betray self,and not betray employers.
Why not tell them the TRUTH,but you think you
will manage job anyway,but you place importance
on your honor too,which is why you are now telling
them?