Hi, I'm new here... I'm a male of 20 years old and for the past couple of years I have been having periods where I don't want to see anyone and just feel completely alone for up to 2 weeks at a time. However, recently it has become far worse and almost on a daily basis I find myself wishing I was dead. Now don't get me wrong, I live my life as any other person does, I'm studying at university etc... but sometimes I just feel like I've had enough. Also, I am a diabetic and this angers me because I know that it has limited my life, even though people say it shouldn't, it just stops me from doing things like staying out or night or having to go home to take insulin etc...
Anyway, I'm not too sure what to do, I went to the see my GP a couple of years ago and they just prescribed me with anti-depressants without any thought to it, I don't feel like anti-depressants would be the right thing for me as I don't necessarily feel depressed a lot of the time. What should I do? Do I try to go back to my GP and explain to them how I'm feeling? and I don't want to be put on medication, I take enough of it already! What other forms of help are available?