Ok I have hit a wall! This is 8 days after I've stopped Citalopram. Yesterday had some coffee and it made me jittery. I was irritated all day and wanted to lash out at people. I had committed to going to a party and really didn't want to go, I wanted to go home and eat ice cream.

Today I bought some magnesium, 500mg. It is supposed to be good for anxiety. At first it worked and I instantly felt a lot better, but then I was triggered by something my friend said (a very nice compliment) and starting weeping.

We'll see what happens next.