He's back next week which isn't too far away but I'd rather it be sooner so I can get my head sorted.

I'm not a very good bipolar, I don't really comply with meds and I fought tooth and nail when I was on zyprexa and I only took it because I was hypomanic at the time and got told that I take them or get sectioned under the mental health act...

I'm willing to try anything but that awful drug. I know I needed it then in hindsight but it made me a walking zombie.

I want to get better though, I really do. I can't take it anymore.