I understand what your saying, I've done research on it, I also have an MD myself. I've always seemed to have the minor traits. But I do appreciate your input. and there is more but I'm not allowed to mention suicide or anything like that, trying to respect the forum's law.

I'm sorry if it sounded like a teen crush thing that's happening here, but my relationship with people has always been on the extremes with nothing in between. it's just the unjustified flipping out here makes me think it's getting worse that I'm not capable of putting a face on anymore