Whitecrosses, keep reaching out here. Don't go away because you think no one cares. I care for everyone here because they are in pain as am I, and I understand the feeling of not sharing because I think no one wants to hear about it, or they can't handle it and don't know how to respond. It really helps to have a place such as this to cry out to, to let off some pressure so it doesn't fester away inside of you which would be even more dangerous. And writing your thoughts down and hitting the send button can be very cathartic/therapeutic. Spend some time reading others' posts and sending them your hopeful thoughts for them. It really helps to help others and be supportive, take you out of your own misery for some time. Plus, you might figure out a thing or two about yourself in doing so.

I'm hoping you're ok today. Just remember you truly aren't alone and you aren't the only one experiencing pain - you are not alone!