I definitely relate. I have decided I can not handle the stress of nursing any longer with this disorder. Currently on disability which is far from my salary but enough to get by. I have severe social anxiety at this time. My Dr is making me volunteer so I am going to try with humane society. Animals don't judge you. I have lost family and friends. Have poor support system so I read what others have to say on here to see if I can more information. Its the best I can do right now.