You should see a shaman he would help direct those high energies(hypos) to their correct source.
I use to be what could be described as bi polar,huge grand creative bursts and excitements then coma like depressions but I haven't had it for four years now.
No medication or anything.
In traditional cultures they say a dead warrior has inhabited you that causes the depression or in ancient cultures that the gods have given you a divine spark that causes the creative surges.
You have to understand the DSM is written by a bunch of old rich white men Who have never experienced it,who don't believe they have souls and who are pretty limited in their life experiences,it's not the gospel.
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Originally Posted by sunshine1995
I mean I do love the hypo part. I wish there was a pill to take to bring it on, but since going into that psychosis my hypos turn on me and I end up in a bad mania. My family says though that always happened I think I'm just more aware of it.
But even in my hypos, I start lots of projects but never finish them. Idk this lack of sleep is making me so angry. And I have a month and a half until the sleep study. This sucks!!
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