Yes he has told me several times lately that he is frustrated with me. I think I put that out there.

He has raised his voice to me....and I may hear it louder than it actually is. He tells me I am not getting it. I tell him that indeed I am getting it. He knows this is anxiety producing....and I tell him I need to be able to work. He has confronted me on an action that he would like me to take that has been delayed. He says I will NEVER do it. He know what I am thinking...and I know he does. I have asked him if he is daring me...

He is working to get me to do some things that will help me confront my fears. He wishes me to let people closer to me emotionally...for me to share me....and allow people in. This is major...and I am seeing it. I am afraid.... and anxious.