She always and my mom back and forth with my friends telling me. I am not right because my sexuality kinks aren't like everyone else's my ex who would of had my daughter actually did that stuff alot and assumes I can't do it. I'm not good enough to handle it.

It's seriously BS. It's why I have a lot of hate in this world of sex negativity, because it's always made to be a lose lose. Nothing simple, all drama, and so much addiction. It's like a pit, I am searching a way out but nothing is working.