Doing generally better. In fact, yesterday was pretty good(!) Got quite a bit done. And maybe, just maybe saw a glimmer of hope (so sending a bit of that ray your way Blitter!)(!)

Wish there wasn't work tomorrow. That can throw things into a tailspin right fast, and I'm hanging on by a thread there. And I'd really prefer to be able to enjoy and make use of the mood lift here and not have to throw it into the perils inherent in dealing with people and clocks.

Debating setting up an appt. with psych this week. Last time, I held back on the worst and felt guilty about it right afterwards. Especially since it's a new thing. But I'd fallen into my bad habit of making a front, putting a (relatively) good face on things. It's SOOO ingrained it's reflexive. Which is my biggest fear for Thursday's disability psych eval. (it got re-scheduled). But that multi-faceted fear-fest would be a whole separate post.