Thanks Amanda,

I don't think my dissociation is just normal daydreaming. In times of great stress I have a really hard time " keeping together". I then feel like the other parts of me are taking control as I hide. "The cynical/mocking part" and "the complete panic" part. But maybe this is just a panic attack. I do have lots of memory and speech problems when I'm dissociating. But usually remember the dissociation. It's so diverse and complicated its almost impossible to explain here.