^ My diagnosis has changed since I originally wrote this post. My diagnosis is now ASPD. Makes a lot more sense. I knew something just didn't add up, grandiose though I am, NPD just didn't give me a complete picture of what was going on. ASPD is a perfect fit. Now that I know that about myself it's obvious now why therapy has never worked out for me. Antisocials and therapists don't go together very well. Heh.