Ah, Curious, we all make dumb choices. I know I have-- in my hypomanic state I've quit jobs, spent irresponsibly, and seriously messed up some relationships.
There's one thing I hope you can quit doing. It may or may not lead toward acceptance, but it's worthwhile anyway. Stop blaming yourself. That's your illness talking. You are not responsible for having the illness, or for the things it has caused you to do. You are responsible for learning to manage it, and that process begins with an end to self-blame and the achievement of acceptance.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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