I have given him reason to think so---yes.

My worry is that it is o.k. for him to confront in a not so nice way but I am not sure it is my right to be angry...though...I know he is right. Not sure if I have plucked his last nerve but think that I have gotten to the point that I am ready and it is poop or get off it. I do need a nudge or a shove ...lol....

And yes ... I hope... ready.

Can hardly wait til Wednesday ... really.

I want him to know I am ready... even if I seem weak... he knows I am strong...though sometimes I do not know that.