Oh it always makes me feel terrible when I hear a person who's reaching out for help and there is no support at home. That must be very difficult for you to deal with. I think its very sad that your mom and aunt think that being mentally ill is evil. But, there are a lot of people out there for some reason think that there is no such thing as mentally ill. I hope that you dont leave PC because of their comments. There are many people here that give you sound advice. Best wishes. I do hope that you have someone to talk too..