It used to be easier to figure out my mood. Now it feels like I have moments where I'm hyper and moments where I'm depressed. I'll just realize all of a sudden how I'm feeling. Optimistic or suicidal? Feeling like I'll be able to get things done or like it's hopeless? It's not extreme highs and lows, I don't think. Doesn't last long enough. Not sure what to think of it. Definitely doesn't feel stable though.

I was planning to sleep but now I don't feel like sleeping. I guess I'll just get ready for bed and then relax with music. Music comes after preparing. And if I'm tired by then, perfect.