pickle i think alot of us can relate on the family thing..... maybe they're just so used to taking things out on you that its a natural thing for them now...... i think thats the deal with my family, i've always been the scapegoat so why not keep things going that way? anyway its ok to be angry with them..... and i don't think youre stupid or dumb. i hope you feel better soon.......

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