hey

long story short my impulsiveness has gotten me in some deep trouble and i am tired of it every few years i mess up and something like this happens

SO does ECT or Electroconvulsive therapy...work
Electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) Definition - Tests and Procedures - Mayo Clinic

i always adjust to the pills until the lvls get toxic then they mess around with them and zombify

is this something that works .........is it permit ..........how much of your old self is lost ............are u happier like this ...........does it suck like u seen in tv and movies or is it less scarey ...........does anyone know where i can find info on the currents and volts and amps they use so i can run info tho some buddies for feed back on the actual effects on the brain