Thanks Sophiesmom .

Yeah, I'm over the whole romantic thing actually, I've actually been chatting to someone. I don't know how clear I might be coming through, but the thing is, I'd really like to restore a friendship with this girl. I still care about her. I am well in control of my romantic feelings, that's a thing of the past, given all my issues too, it's for the best.

What I mean is, I'd just really like to know how she's doing, I still care about her a lot, and I do love her, not romantically, but as someone special in my life. The thing is, I think she did like me somewhat, but it was my non-response to her "signals" that turned her off of me I reckon. I've come to realize that's all thanks to my lovely Asperger's syndrome, which renders me incapable of identifying social cues and signals from people. She was a shy person, and her signals were never going to be obvious as such. She is a lot like me actually, just a lot nicer of course .

But barring all that, it's just not being able to care about her that's getting me. I don't care about the relationship aspect, I really just lost a good friend, whom I'd like to get back.