I like the idea of writing a letter.... Sometimes when I feel bad I type something up and fax it right then. I do think that doing it now does capture the emotions.

Do you wish to see if he can see you sooner? I would ask for a regular time to come on a regular basis unless he would like to do it differently. I think you could ask for an earlier time but capturing your emotions right now is important. I know sometimes I wonder if he really gets it...and by faxing a note or at least writing it...I know that I have shared to the best of my ability.