I just called and left a message. I hate this. I don't want to need him and be this vulnerable. I wrote all of this down but reading it might be another thing. Maybe I'll just hand it to him...

I'll bet they won't even call back. I figured out its the words "graduation" and "boundaries" that trigger this. I want to smack him every time he says either of those words. But I could never really smack him. So what and who is this about?????

Why is it that for some reason I'm not worthy of someone worrying about me and being there for me? I can't get it from him, my dad or my husband...

My T has clients right now he's had for years...but when it comes to me...I hear graduation and boundaries...why?????