I just can't seem to stop lately. Don't have the self control or the willpower. The urges are always much stronger than me. And I can't be bothered to fight them. I just keep giving in. Only, I'm not cutting...haven't cut for a couple of weeks. Instead I am just constantly taking small overdoses. Almost daily for the last couple of weeks. I just don't care. I sit there at work and just shove pills down my throat. The urges just build and build throughout the day until I give in. I can't cope anymore. Just want to keep hurting myself as much as possible.