I am hoping that today is more bearable than yesterday which was a real sinker. I hit several freeze points and was unable to progress through the task at hand without a great deal of difficulty. I went home after work and just went to bed. Maybe today will be better - I just do not know what more I can do between now and when I start with a new pdoc in about three weeks. It seems to be my only hope that I can be reevaluated and maybe find meds that will start working for me.