(((((((((Wants2fly))))))))))) You may have an inner ***** in you like I have and you may feel you need her to shield you from being hurt again but Wants-one of those people out on the street that you look at, well, it may be me. And I'd never hurt you intentionally with malice or for the fun of it. Never, ever.
You're loved and cared about here. I hope you know that. If you let yourself, you can be loved there, too. I hate that people in your life have been so mean to you that you cannot trust anyone. I hope you find love that'll turn your heart soft and smooshy again. I don't believe that you're incapable of feeling love. You show love and kindness all over the PC boards.
<~~~~that's you,an angel.