I'm cycling like a bicycle on a treadmill. I had dinner with a friend. I was "normal", then I just slipped into a deep depression. I was walking slowly, talking slowly, feeling horrible. Then while I was sitting with her afterwards, all of a sudden, I wonder why I'm feeling down. Before I know it I'm talking fast with newfound energy, which lasted all of five minutes or less. Then I crashed. Now I'm wondering why I was feeling down.

I'm tired of this up and down. I'm exhausted from it. I have an exam I've barely started studying for tomorrow. I can't afford it. I don't want to postpone my exam.

Bah. I guess I'm not hyper right now, just frustrated. Although who knows....

Why don't I study? Good idea! No, really. I still have time!

See what I mean? I'm feeling fine, though!