I just broke myself from reaching out to anyone other than my therapist. Friends, none of them really were anyway. I've went to their kin folk funerals, weddings, help them move, etc. Where were they when I had relatives to pass, needed help moving, etc.?

You know what I say? F'em. Their day will come to. Do unto others as I would have them do unto me was born and bred into me, but I may not always abide by it in the future.

When you get really down and out, you seriously find out who you're real friends are. for me it has only amounted to the reflection in the mirror, and a couple of family members.