I too feel BP is holding me back. After losing my last two jobs due to mania I'm now on disability. I have had to just learn to accept it. I guess be glad you found a job that gives you the ability for time off to deal with your illness. I am so scared of spiraling out of control I don't even feel I can trust myself to live on my own. I feel at nearly 50 it is one heck of a kick in the confinedence depart to not feel you can live alone because you are scared of this illness. Good luck finding your peace with it all I know it is a struggle.
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DX: BP1, OCD tendencies, anxiety
RX: Trileptal, Lamictal, Ritalin, Nuvigil, Geodon, Abilify, Fortesta, Saphris
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