thanks Ozzie, Candy and Maryalice. I have slid into my next coping thing. I went to the store and bought $50 in cleaning supplies and started cleaning the house. It is always nice when it is done. Doesn't last long because then I usually slip into a exhausted depression. Sigh. Hubby saw the cuts. I had my sweater sleaves pulled up because I was cleaning. He asked if the dog got ahold of me. I have been biten by the dog before when trying to do things he doesn't want done like toe nail clipping etc. I just shook my head and went and cleaned something else in a different room. I can't admit to him what I have done but I will not lie anymore. I guess that is a step forward.
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying