Have you spoken to anyone about this? What are their thoughts?
I would never tell someone to stop self harming, no matter what form it took, but overdosing is physically very damaging; i would hate for you to end up with chronic liver trouble or worse...
I know you've been feeling very low lately - who else can you turn to for support? Are your parents aware of the situation? Get on the phone to PALS if you need a more urgent psych appointment. What about hospitalization?
Please know i care for you - as does our group. You can bend my ear anytime