Really, theres nothing funny about suffering from a chronic life threatening illness whether physical or mental. You wouldn't laugh if you were diagnosed with cancer or diabetes. You wouldn't laugh if you lost someone you cared about to suicide cos they didn't get help. I don't know you or your circumstances and people are different and experience things differently. So whats ok, acceptable for you, or not significant or difficult may be tough, unbearable for others. Mental illness is real and serious and people who suffer with it, who don't get treated well or helped don't deserve that. We aren't born with the idea of death. We are born to live not die.