Hi…I can't believe I haven't posted in here yet…

Anyway, I have no idea what label is appropriate, whether bigender/two spirit, genderqueer, non-binary, etc. etc. All I know is that I have the body of a female but I'm not female, nor am I male or transgender. I'm both and neither. The people who are important to me know about it and accept it…others don't really. They probably suspect I'm different but don't quite know in what way. Anyone I've talked to about my gender hasn't been surprised at all and sort of already expected it. I'm just afraid of how it's going to affect my life/relationships.

I feel on the fence about pronouns and if I'd rather go by a gender neutral/more masculine name. It's such a hassle to change all of that and will it actually make me feel better in the end?