I can relate to your post and all of the responses. Until I read through it, I was thinking I too have no soul. I'm an awful person. But then I realized - and you should too - that reaching out for help is proof that we are troubled by our behavior and thoughts. Feeling guilty and worried and then expressing this to others and asking for help, like in this community, are all signs of having a soul. We just all need some help sorting through these things. I hope you find some peace.