TRIGGER WARNING!!!

I usually never take my blades out of the razor and so my cuts have always been shallow and stopped bleeding after 30 seconds or so. Well, shallow cuts were not working anymore, so I decided to take the blade out and see how deep I can go... it took about 5 minutes to stop the bleeding and I made 4 of them. The biggest problem is that I love this way now... I shouldn't have done this to myself...