Yes, I am searching for something to ground myself. That is the best solution but hard to achieve for me. I belong to music and photography forums which are very opinionated and sometimes it's hard to tell if a member is taking a shot at you or not. I also belong to audiokarma, a stereo and general forum which has rules regarding attitude - it's a civilized place. I'd love to do something outdoors and clear my head. I just went to a concert and took some great photos which I spent hours editing and took my mind off of my problems and stopped the rumination. But I seek something that will last. I like focusing on something for hours which keeps my interest and as a result lose myself in. I also play guitar but have lost the energy to play.