Apparently, there are meds out there that can help. It just takes awhile to find the right ones.

I used to doubt I was bipolar, that it was all some sort of conspiracy to medicate me. But now I know that paranoia is one of the trademarks of bipolar. Also, delusions can become so extreme they lead to hallucinations.

For me, realizing I am paranoid helped confirm in my mind that I really am bipolar and that there is no conspiracy against me.

( Always look for the positive in situations. It will help you survive. )