I am any more or where I'm going or what I'm doing!!
I'm stuck.
People keep telling me I'm this I'm that...
And I don't see it.
I always think I put other people's needs before my own.
I guess I feel needed and forget about my issues then.

But it seems everyone keeps telling me how God damn selfish I am.
And I'm only out for myself.
And that I'm the one who confuses things.

I wish I so wish that I could see myself through other people's eyes.
Because I am completely blind to what I am meant to be.

I get scolded for being nice and scolded for not caring I can't win not ever.
It's like a never ending war.