Hi Ryan, welcome to PC!!!
The feeling that no one really likes you and you're the last person anyone wants to be around................could that be more of a reflection of what you're feeling about yourself???
Depression can leave you feeling that you're worthless, but you know that seriously doesn't have to be the truth, right?? It doesn't need to mean that people actually feel that way about you.
Or any chance that some of that the people around you aren't making much of an effort to let you know you matter, or to be there for you?? Maybe they're a bit absorbed in their own "stuff"?? Maybe they aren't realizing how you're feeling?? Maybe they're thinking that you're not that keen on them if the depression is stopping you from communicating with them as much??
It might be more about them- what they're not "getting"- than about you in that case.
Are you getting any sort of support though?? Or anyone you can talk to about things??
Either way though, you're very welcome here and there are plenty of understanding, supportive people around. So if you want to tel us a bit more about what's going on for you..............
Alison