having a ****** rollercoaster of emotion day. i really hope i just have pms right now. if its not pms then i dont know what is happening to me. T has been helpful cuz i have been texting him . i texted my mom but it just made me feel more hopeless and i cried for an hour in bed. my car is in the shop but i am going to go get it soon. ive been looking for other jobs but theres nothing. i hate my job. the schedule for thsi week isnt even out yet and it was supposed to be out yesterday. if i go check again when i get my car that will be the 4th time ive been there to see my schedule. if its not out this next time idk what im gonna do.

so yea negative day in general