Well I did it again after saying no way I won't do it and promising my family and the psychiatrist in the hospital and psych nurse I wouldn't. I went through hell not sleeping, oh it was miserable. But then I started feeling better and cut out risperdal. I do that bc of the weight gain. I've tried the weight neutral meds and they give me really bad akathasia. I would have no problem taking risperdal if it wasn't for the weight gain.

But I was going through extreme fatigue and body aches. I thought at first it was from over doing it the other day. But I started back with the risperdal and don't feel as tired and I'm hurting less.

So anybody have any suggestions on how to stop this? Also any experiences with messing with meds over and over again and regretting it and saying never again?