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It has way too much control over me right now.
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It's kind of a strange control because personally, I am the one that is using it as a control when everything else in my life seems so out of control, it's the only thing that I can have control over.....so does it really have the control or are we using it TO control.....or is it some of both????
For me, when the weight loss starts, watching the weight go down is sort of addicting in itself....so I can see where it does have some level of control over me....but I also want to keep it going at times because like I said....when I feel so out of control with my world I need something.....so for me....both are issues that I have to deal with.