I'm so upset right now because I decided to trust my mom to cut my hair because it was growing out. All I wanted was a trim but instead my mom decided do chop off all my hair.

It made me nervous at first to be letting myself trust my mom to cut my hair when I knew she doesn't cut mines right. She's not that good at keeping up with how my style of hair is cut or trimmed. So I was stupid enough to trust her, again, after the 10th time I kept telling myself she'll just mess up.

I'm really sensitive to how I have my hair managed and cut. Only because I really like how my hair is and I'm really careful on how it's maintained. Well my paranoia is mostly how long I keep it. I like my hair long, the problem is my mom doesn't, so whenever my mom cuts it, it seems she always wants to take a lot of inches off it and that upsets me greatly. I get over it only because she takes about an inch or a half of, so I'm still kept with a lot left.

Well today, my mom kept telling me that it would be better to how some of it short so it would be easier, when I start work, that it can be managed better when I wear it in a hair net. I told her I still wanted it long anyways, but it seemed she didn't care or listen because she decided to take of FIVE INCHES off my hair. At first I was nervous and unsure of what it looked like now that it was cut off. My hair used to be as far down to the belt-line of my pants and I was hoping that the amount of hair she took of didn't take out that big of a gap, but it did. Now it reaches up a few inches past my shoulders, as well as she chopped off some of the top of my head short in areas that didn't look fraid or layered.

I was okay at first looking at it, but I was still nervous feeling it wasn't long anymore and was trying to find ways to get my hair to lay down and look right after trying to straightening it.

Now that I keep looking at it, I keep getting more and more upset to the point, earlier, I just broke down crying feeling like my hair look like a mess and it looked terrible. I don't like how it's this short, every time I look at myself in the mirror I can't help, but start crying, it makes me very upset that it's this short now I feel like I look ugly and I can't help but keep crying because of it.

I hate my mom right now because she knows I don't like it short, but she always does anyways. She never listens to me and never cares how sensitive I am about my hair. I really hate how my hair is now, I spent years getting my hair to grow long and now she ruined it because she wouldn't just leave my long hair alone.