I suppose I really am pretty lucky. Some people have it much worse and have to work horrible jobs as someone mentioned, also some people don't have families to help them like I do. My dog does makes me smile every day and every day I'm really happy to go get my coffee in the morning. I do spend some time online doing stuff like Amazon Mechanical Turk, it does pay a small amount of money for tasks and elance.com for writing if anyone is interested in making money online those are some great ways to do so that are legit. I'm also thinking of going to a support group in the next town over next week so maybe I will meet some people there.

I have found that when I can make myself exercise really helps. It makes me feel like I've done something worthwhile and makes me feel a lot better. Maybe if I could get into a routine. Some things to think about.