I tried really hard on Tuesday. Thought I had moved on. Was almost proud of myself. Then Wednesday everything was back & that thrill seeking part made such a huge mess & now I have to pay the consequences for all these mistakes. It's not fair & it makes me so angry I wish I could shut that part away forever!
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain."
Jodi Picoult
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