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I got clean and sober 20 years ago from a lot of heavy drinking and drugging. Like with you it worked until it didn't and then made everything worse. My depression got worse after I got sober. Quite a disappointment because I thought I was doing all the right things and now life would be well and wonderful.
The thing is if you are clean and sober and have much more awareness of yourself and are working at it then you are heading in the right direction. What more can we do but to keep trying different things that are healthy.
I know the medication merry go round is not fun.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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