I'm glad you liked my post. Now, I'm terrified that I love him... Thank you. As do I. I feel ashamed, right now, because I was in one of my hateful moods while he was talking to a girl on the phone - after not texting me for quite a while (when I reallyyy needed him) - while I was there, and I kept thinking "I'm right here! Why won't you just talk to me?!". But I wrote hateful things in my diary. And he ended up getting hurt that night, actually why I was writing. And I feel terrible. I know it wasn't my fault, but it doesn't make me feel like any better of a person. I don't want to be this person, anymore. I'm so tired of being angry. I know it was nothing personal; he just flirts with her. I'm the one that he cuddles and kisses sometimes and talks to most of the time... I know I'm the one he's more serious about, but it just bothers me so much. I didn't really want anything to happen to him. Am I a bad person for doing this? Really; it's okay to be blunt. I can't believe that I get so malicious. I hate that side of me.