T introduced the idea of her leaving today. She refused to give me a time frame and kept putting it back on me, asking how long I thought therapy should last (reminding me they normally refer out after 3 months) She kept mentioning a month more when asking how long I thought would be enough time to get to what I needed to address, so I'm assuming she is leaving the end of the year latest... that's 4 therapists in 2 years. I'm cooked. It takes so long to trust, and just as I get to the trusting point, it's time to switch.
At least life is easier when I'm not accountable.
I don't even want to go back anymore... **** termination. **** closure. I'm just done. Everyone I start to trust leaves, so what's the ****ing point?