I don't recall any trauma background....... my parents fought when I was six, my mom and I ran away to live with my aunt, I had no friends there but my cousin, my aunt kicked my mom out so had to move back with my dad, I was made fun of in school for my emotions so I consciously shut them down, back and forth between mom and dad, never had to many friends, once was told I had to live with my dad, made no friends there either, then he does a dna test on me, finds out I'm not his, I don't see him again until I'm 19. That's my basic background, nothing traumatic at all, though the boredom may be disconnection, I don't know, or just under-stimulation, or maybe I'm just boring. Thanks for trying though.