I was once very afraid about death, it still scares me but not as much as it did. I use to think about it more than I should. I was always imagining the moment, the pain, the suffer, the darkness. What frightened me the most was the thought of I will never do this again, the world will continue while I am a vacuum.
It's not worth. I still think it is scarring, more scaring that sadness of losing someone. I just quit on imagining it. And with the years I started to see it in a different way. I don't fear it as much as I did. But I think everybody is afraid. In fact I am more afraid of being sick and get dementia than I am afraid of dying. The worst thing is having an end in which you are not yourself already.